I got in bed several hours ago. I watched CSI and then ER (which I’m glad I don’t watch anymore) and then lay in bed for another solid hour trying to doze off. Which is pretty unusual for me because once I get in bed, then I’m usually out in less than an hour. Unfortunately I couldn’t get my mind to turn off. Do you want to know one of the many things on my mind? Promise you won’t judge me. Promise?
I am severely devastated about The O.C. ending tonight. Now, most of the 3rd season sucked donkey ass. It angered me, it was so bad. I loved the show because it was campy and funny with just a little bit of drama thrown in for good measure. But season three was all bad drama. It sucked. So we didn’t even start watching it this season. (even though we were glad to see Marissa - the #1 drama-inducer - dead.) But I started reading that it was getting good again, as good as it had been during season one. So, we started watching again before Christmas. And tonight was the last episode. And I cried. I CRIED. I am so beyond lame it’s not even funny.
Although, to my credit, I am also stressing out about giving LilZ a lecture I’m not sure he deserved. I did the whole, “Don’t you talk to me with that tone, young man” song and dance. I’m not sure if it was (a) necessary (b) worth it or (c) effective. Sometimes I let stress affect my parenting (No!) and I may have just been stressing and taking it out on him which makes me feel like crap which keeps me from sleeping.
I also may be a little anxious about getting behind on my training. And just losing track of my general Get Healthy And Fit plan that I had been sticking to so well. I sat in bed going over all of the stuff I ate today. I ate a LOT. And I was even sick half of the day. But I sure made up for it during the other half, that’s for damn sure.
I don’t know. I’m just a little disappointed in this week, I guess. Crappy parenting. Crappy Eating. Crappy feeling. Craptastic Crappiness all around. I guess I’m glad it’s over. I’ll be done taking this damn antibiotic this weekend and I can (hopefully) get back to feeling relatively normal. My emotions should (hopefully) settle down and my ability to sleep will (hopefully) return.
Until then, anyone up for a game? I’m bored.
(((Hugs))) Sweetie! Looks like you’re already asleep (where I should be)
Next week will be better!
Pff, you probably feel like me if you wake up tomorrow. Like you need at least 8 hours more sleep.
Love you honey
Are you kidding me? CSI? I can only assume that you didn’t watch the three part episode of Grey’s Anatomy. It was so good!! Best ever! If you get the chance to see it you should. I haven’t been so hooked to a series since Lost’s first season.
Parenting is so hard. I feel for you.
Sorry you feel so crappy, Zoot. Hope you are feeling better soon.
Sorry you’re feeling so crappy. =( Hopefully it’ll all get better soon. Try to not let yourself get too down from everything else. That’ll just make it weigh down on you more. *hugs*
And I’m totally with you on crying about The O.C. finishing up. I haven’t watched the last two weeks yet, but I’m going to this weekend. I hate the fact that they’re ending it. =( They could have gone so much further with so many of the story lines. And I hate the fact that it goes from an unfinished story line with ryan, taylor, seth and summer, and baby cohen, to a earthquake and death and destruction. (haven’t watched yet, just sayin’ from what I have seen.) I need some chocolate now… =(
I hope you’re feelign better now that you’ve gotten some sleep!
I cried over the OC too (i won’t say which parts in case other fans who haven’t seen are reading). that was my stuff - I lived for thursday nights. I had to miss almost ALL of last season due to living over-seas so I got to miss out on the crap-tasticness that happened, but we got back in time for the final season to begin and well, I miss it already. In fact, I’m such a nerd, I tivo’ed it, despite watching it live, just so I could re-watch again today, and whenever else I may get the urge.
I love ER still to this day. Even though there are no doctors left from the beginning, I still hold ER near and dear to my tv lovin heart.
I was there in the very beginning and I will be there in the end. NOW…how’s that for lame? With a capital L.
I couldn’t get into the O.C. Ha. I say that like I ever watched one episode, which I did not..
CSI was really good last night, too. Though, the whole Grissom and gap-toothed girl (can’t ever remember her name on the show but I can always remember her real life name because it is spelled in an odd way…Jorja.) thing is just…ew.
Sorry you are feeling so craptastic. Stop beating yourself up over your parenting. You do an excellent job, if your blog is truthful at all. Even if you did over react to LilZ..well, he won’t be scarred for life.
Craptastic Crappiness……I love that! I need to start using that. I hope you get to feeling better soon!
triple yahtzee? i’m in.
I love CSI and ER, I’ve been watching The OC on youtube because they either play it on freeview when it clashes with everything else in life or on a Sunday when i’m at church. But youtube caught on and stopped the person who posted the episodes, what happened since the earthquake? I know that the one who isn’t Frank got asked to help get (i forgotten everyones names lol) Lil Coop and Mamma Coop out from the Ice Cream shop and i didnt get as far as finding out if Mrs Cohen hangs on to her baby.
I am seriously sad as you can tell i need to get a life hehe
Zoot, I cried like a BABY during the O.C. So embarrasing. I am really hoping that the CW picks it up for next year.
I was away with my Mum all week and weekend so the hubby Tivoed the last OC for us and we watched it yesterday. I cried too!! I thought I was being lame, but I am so happy to hear that you did too. I have one question…does anyone know this–? Did the end up tying up the lose ends of who Theresa’s baby was? I thought that all we heard was “oh he looks just like his daddy” from theresa but then we never found out if it was Ryans….so I started thinking that maybe that kid at the end was Ryans since it was supposed to be years later…or was I reading WAY too into that? Anyway I thought this episode was pretty campy and cheesy “oh wow two gay men living together and they happen to be a midwife AND a wedding planner?” But my Thursday nights will never be the same.